|In the backyard with Daddy|
When my Dad was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer in the fall of 2004, this group became even closer. They were still loud and goofy, but different. They would continue to meet for lunch, but also kept him company during chemo. They were there for him, in that nonverbal way men have of expressing love.
We finally brought in hospice in June, and my mother started calling his friends. The first ones were there in an hour, and the rest showed up over the next couple days. By then my Dad was in a hospital bed in the living room, barely able to communicate, in and out of consciousness. In short, not the man they’d known for 50, 60 or even 70 years. It was hard on them; so hard one man took one look at him and walked back out. He couldn’t take it: the most outrageous man in the bunch broke down on the front porch.
My Dad was the first one in their group to die, and it was hard on them. But I will always remember how they made sure that the time they spent with my Dad was as normal as possible. They didn’t abandon him or treat him with kid gloves. They laughed and argued and told stories, just as they had for decades.
So, I share this because it’s Father’s Day weekend, and yesterday was the 6th anniversary of my father’s death. When I talked to my mother last night, she said she’d gotten a call from one couple who called from their vacation to tell her they were thinking of her. Those are the kinds of friends everyone wants to have.
I wish those kinds of friends for you.
What a touching tribute to your father and friendship. You also show how different griefing styles are, especially for men, even more so for men of that generation. Thanks for this insightful piece.
Wonderful post,Viki, on the value of true friendships through thick & thin. I feel consoled for you that you have these sweet memories of your Dad & his friends as you face another Father's Day without him. This will be my first Father's Day without my Dad and your post triggered happy memories of my Dad & all the fun he had with his golfing buddies because you know" it never rains on the golf course"
From @Alisha_Mone: Great post! Many of my dad's friends let him go through his final days on earth alone. Maybe because he was 39, so young, intelligent, handsome and full of life that seeing him sick and near death was more than they could possibly handle. I learned so much from that experience as a young child and I believe the true friends I have now would stand by my side no matter what. Keep blessing others!
This is a beautiful post. My mom recently died from a massive heart attack quite unexpectedly this January. She was only 48. It is strange hearing about Mom from her friends, not that they say things that surprise me. But friends are such interesting to consider, especially a parent's.
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